By the time An Yan regained consciousness again, the complete memory of the human An Yan had been added to his mind.
In other words, during his loss of consciousness, he witnessed the short life of a human teenager from the perspective of a bystander.
The human teenager with the same name as his had grown up with his mother since childhood, and although he was without his father and his living conditions were a little tight, the teenager was not troubled and lived a happy and contented life.
But when he was sixteen, he was joined by another human boy of a similar age.
The boy’s name was An Luo, and he was the son of his mother’s brother, in other words, the cousin of the original owner.
An Luo’s parents were killed in an accident, so he lived with his aunt.
An Luo seemed to be very obedient on the surface, but in fact, he had a terrible heart. In just months, he had caused many conflicts between the original owner and his mother.
It was obvious that An Luo was the one who started all the trouble and conflicts, but he hid it so well that it looked like the original owner was deliberately picking a fight every time.
The original owner, on the other hand, was stubborn. With his rebelliousness stirred up by An Luo, he looked like he was angry and grumpy every time his mother made enquiries.
Not only did he not defend himself, but he would also chide her, causing her to feel helpless. At the same time, to think that her son was too ignorant.
Over time, the relationship between mother and son became more and more strained. With An Luo stirring things up, the mother and son almost lost their basic communication.
In particular, the original owner spent less and less time at home during this time and ignored his mother’s concerns and worries. On the contrary, An Luo was always by his mother’s side, comforting her and looking more like a mother and son who understood and loved each other.
It happened that this year, the original owner had turned eighteen, and after completing compulsory basic education, he was going to enter college, which meant that he would have to pay for his own tuition and living expenses. It would undoubtedly be a huge burden for the An family, who were already living on a shoestring.
An Luo couldn’t help but wonder if his aunt would prefer he drop out of school so that An Yan could study.
After all, even if the mother and son were at loggerheads, they were still mother and son, and he was just an outsider in the family.
The more An Luo thought about it, the more he felt that he was right. In order to prevent being deprived of the opportunity to study, he started to do everything possible to make An Yan give up his chance to enter university.
The original owner gave up his chance to enter the higher education institute on his own initiative after An Luo’s calculations and things were on the right track.
However, An Luo’s mother was very adamant about the matter. She insisted that the original owner should continue his studies.
As the day of the college entrance exams drew nearer, An Luo had no choice but to take the risk, and then came the memory An Yan saw earlier.
Thus, with the human An Yan gone, the hamster spirit An Yan appeared.
An Yan, who had witnessed all this, could not help but sigh in his heart before slowly opening his eyes.
“Yan Yan, you’re awake? How do you feel now? Is there anywhere uncomfortable? ” A concerned voice rang out. It was the original owner’s mother, the same person who had made him fall unconscious with just one look.
An Yan’s current mood was a little complicated. Although he had made himself familiar with the memories of the original owner, he was not able to fully integrate them. He was still a little unsure of how to face the original owner’s mother at this time.
In the original owner’s mind, there was resentment and blame towards his mother. He felt she did not care about him at all, and instead always sided with An Luo.
But in the hamster spirit An Yan’s opinion, the original owner was the main reason why his relationship with his mother had become so strained.
When he and An Luo had conflicts, it wasn’t that his mother hadn’t cared enough to ask him why, but the original owner refused to say anything and even threw tantrums at her questioning.
Of course, this was not entirely the original owner’s fault. An Luo had deliberately told him that only a child with no ability would go to an adult to complain.
The original owner was simple and stubborn in nature, so of course he refused to say anything.
Because of the original owner’s silence, his mother had no chance to find out the truth at the beginning and even less chance later.
So, from the beginning to the end, An Mu was kept in the dark and left in a dilemma. She had to find a way to ease the relationship with her son while at the same time taking into account An Luo’s feelings. She also had to support the family and take care of the two children, not to mention how half life was.
One can say that An Mu was not wise enough to find out the grievances her son suffered and An Yan’s true nature. However, it was obvious that she was a loving and caring mother.
Under such circumstances, An Yan did have the right to place blame on An Mu.
Although he now occupied this body, he wasn’t An Mu’s son after all, so he was a bit unnerved by her.
All in all, it just felt quite awkward.
When An Mu saw that her son had opened his eyes but didn’t say anything, her heart was anxious and sad: “I’m sorry Yan Yan, it’s all because mother didn’t take care of you. It’s all because mom is bad. ” Seeing  Mu was about to cry, An Yan could not remain silent, even if he was embarrassed. But just as he was about to speak, he heard An Luo standing behind her saying, “It’s all my fault. I should have stopped you before. It’s all my fault.”
An Yan swept a glance towards An Luo. While it was true that he couldn’t blame An Mu, he was ten percent disgusted with this An Luo.
An Luo’s two parents died when he was already eighteen years old and an adult.
Under those circumstances, An Mu could not have taken him in, but out of affection and compassion, she did so anyway, and even treated him as her own son.
An Mu’s actions were already very generous, but An Luo did not feel satisfied. He deliberately provoked the relationship between An Mu and the original owner, and even tried to murder the original owner, trying to take over the nest.
Such behaviour was truly disgusting.
“An Luo,” An Yan slowly sat up from the hospital bed. “Didn’t you say that the potion didn’t have any side effects when you gave it to me before? Why did I faint straight after drinking it?!”
An Luo expected that An Yan would wake up and quarrel with An Mu. After all, this mother and son had been arguing about studying every time they met.
However, he did not expect An Yan to come straight at him. However, he was prepared for this and immediately asked back, with an innocent look on his face, “What are you talking about? Although I was indeed wrong for not being able to stop you, I didn’t say that it didn’t have any side effects. I even told you very clearly at that time that it was a discarded potion given to me by a friend and that I shouldn’t drink it, yet you….”
An Yan frowned, trying to think of how the original owner usually looked when talking to An Luo: “Are you kidding? Do you think I would drink it knowing that it was a discarded potion? Do you think I’m sick in the head? ”
An Yan felt the sympathetic gaze of the doctor at the side when he said that.
An Yan: “…… “There’s really nothing wrong with my brain; it’s the world that has a problem, okay!
An Luo choked for a moment. Although An Yan’s tone was no different from before, he felt that these words should not be said by the other party.
But his aunt was present, and An Luo didn’t have time to think about this more. He said in grievance, “I didn’t expect you to suddenly grab the potion and drink it. That’s why I couldn’t stop you in time. I know you’ve been having trouble with aunt recently, but you shouldn’t have run to your death. If you did that, aunt would definitely be very upset. ”
An Yan was simply shocked by the other party’s level of viciousness, “You mean to say that I was seeking death because I was having trouble with my mother?!”
After using such a trick to kill someone, how dare you try to pin the blame on the person who died? What kind of viciousness is that?
An Luo shook his head repeatedly, “I didn’t say that. I’m just too worried about you. ”
“It’s true that you didn’t say that, but you meant it word for word!” An Yan gave An Luo an angry look and turned his head to look at An Mu, whose expression had become even more worried. “Mom, don’t listen to this person’s nonsense. There’s no way I would seek death even if I made trouble with you as much as I did. ”
“Yan Yan ……” An Mu was feeling afraid and she was on the verge of tears. “Is it possible that mom has pushed you too hard lately? If you really don’t want to continue studying, mom also.. ”
An Luo’s eyes couldn’t help but light up fiercely at those words. He thought that his plan had failed with An Yan’s reawakening, but he didn’t expect that this matter could make his aunt’s attitude change.
As long as his aunt’s attitude was relaxed, then the matter would be easy to handle. He did not need to say anything. An Yan would tell her what he wanted to hear.
Sure enough, An Yan quickly opened his mouth, but what came out was, “It’s not like that, mom.”
An Luo’s heart fluttered, his heart having a sense of foreboding, but he was simply too late to stop it.
“I’ve actually always wanted to continue my studies, to experience the atmosphere and life in college; it’s just…” An Yan deliberately glanced at An Luo, “It’s just that cousin said college tuition fees are very expensive and the living expenses are quite a lot. If I do continue studying, it will definitely be a big expense. I also know the situation at home, and I was afraid it would be too hard for my mother, so that’s why I ……”
An Yan paused for a moment before lowering his head and continuing, “But I have now figured out that if I insist on not studying, it may indeed ease mother’s burden, but it would also make her heart sad. I don’t want to make you sad and I don’t want to miss my dream because of this, so I have changed my mind and I want to go to college to continue my studies. “
